Just read a sad ending of a man who in a fit of rage murdered his own brother. End of a gory tale.The media fuzzy will die down in some day.People will get back to their business.life will be back on track, almost forgetting as if nothing has ever happened.That’s the beauty of human nature.We are programmed to forget even the most dreadful events of our life or our surrounding and carry on. It’s definitely a boon in disguise. As someone well said THE SHOW MUST GO ON.
But somewhere down inside I feel terrible n lost.This is not the first instance that a sibling has shot dead other …but still the repetitive nature of such acts cant mild down the impact it has on the common people.
Why do you need to uncomplicate your life?
We all live with our anxieties, fear n frustration.We continuously strive to fulfill our desires n dream.Many of us even successfully do so.Still, the fear of losing it doesn’t pass.Constant comparisons, Jealousy, hatred compels us to be the person we are actually not. We are either victim of such feeling or we ourselves harbor them against someone else.
Blood relations are fast losing their sanity. A rant, fight or a kill n end of the story. No thought ever given to its consequences, on family, friends, children or society as a whole. We all think nothing of this insane intensity can ever happen to us. But you never know. You never know what someone thinks about u.The bond you seem to share is for real or just a mask over unhealthy feeling he is cultivating for u. U just DON’T KNOW. Any escape…….can’t find one.
Still, i like to believe that we are loved n we love all. Everything is fine.And we are living in a peaceful world.
How to live a peaceful life?
I like to remind myself of the happy things we ever did together. I want my kid to feel loved n secured, to have friends, to have relatives, To have someone to feel owned n desired. To vent out her feelings, to share. It’s only possible if I can make such world for her n give it as a heritage.
For instance, I shall try to overcome my fear n anxieties. I have always wanted to do so, not to limit myself in my comfort zone.To seek apology, I want to forgive n forget.But its never been so simple. I found a way I keep away from my distractors. Yes…. it’s not the ideal way, to leave the problem aside.But it does help.It gives to time to think over the matter in some light which might just give it another perspective to see the thing differently. The matter might get solved. Or else it might just uncomplicate.Ya, that’s the key to uncomplicate.
I value relation, need not be a blood relation for say. The relation for me has a simple meaning, it is just a simple bonding between two people to share without having to bother about any result or its after effects. No obligation or strings attached…………SIMPLE N SEDATE.
But life is not simple, we have to live with what we are born with until we decide n change it. So let just try and UNCOMPLICATE.